Ok where can i start well it my sayin omg!!!!! these mnths have been so hard which are the mnths of june to oct. well as many of u know or if u dont now u know my baby Z went to LA for 4 mnths an dam it hard to be with out him but i think an know by he goin has made or love stronger dam i miss him so much there r nites an days that i literaly think i will go crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! honest i just miss him so much when  he is here we do every thin together an no that he is no here its hard at first when  he went i though well its just 4 mnths they will go fast an he wil be bk. an now i see it was not like that i feel its years he is there even if we talk an chat 2 time per day it not the same. i have a lot more to say but i bet u wil fall asleep. well the days r gettin closer an he will be here soon i am happy!!!!!!!!!