Sneaking in my house

I creep in my bedroom

The whole house is creaking

I hope she doesn’t wake up

I’ll do anything for peace

A solemn promise I make

A good daughter!!

That’s what she wants to see

Something which I can’t be

That’s what she wants me to be

Something else than myself

The truth is that she never knew me

If she just meant what she preached

Hell I cannot take it anymore

If I could just finish it off

I can see everything fading around me

Heavy thoughts in my mind

Now it’s her turn to bleed

Her presence still lingering here

Her voice always complaining

Sometimes I feel stupid and dumb

For what I do best is what I do worst for her

This pain made me numb

This will be my last endeavour to end this pain

A sorrow that my heart holds

To know where my dreams are going

But as she says: dreams are dreams

There will be no happy endings for me

For I lost once again

Nothing can soothe this pain

My hate for you is overwhelming

A good daughter!!

That’s what she wants to see

Something which I can’t be

That’s what she wants me to be

Something else than myself

The truth is that she never knew me

If she just meant what she preached

Hell I cannot take it anymore

If I could just finish it off

I can see everything fading around me

Heavy thoughts in my mind

Now it’s her turn to bleed

All I desire is to be more like me and less like you

Fuck you!!