HAVE U EVER FELT AS IF EVERYTHING IN YOUR LIFE IS CRUMBLING DOWN RIGHT BEFORE YOU AND YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO? EVERYTHING IS SO CONFUSING. SOMETIMES WE TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED AND WE END UP REGRETTING MANY THINGS WE HAD DONE AND SAID BEFORE. I LOVE MY FAMILY...I ALWAYS SAY! "I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO IF SOMETHING HAPPENED TO ANY OF THEM", I ALWAYS THOUGHT OF THAT...I'VE ALWAYS WONDERED WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU WHEN YOU DIE. LIFE HAS SHOWED ME MANY THINGS...I'VE LOST TWO PEOPLE I LOVED VERY MUCH...TWO PERSONS I SAW EVERY DAY...TALKED TO THEM EVERYDAY... AND GOOFED AROUND WITH. TWO PERSONS I TRUSTED VERY MUCH AND APPRECIATED THEM A WHOLE LOT.
THINGS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME. THEY'RE GONE NOW...I HAD NEVER FELT THIS WAY BEFORE...LOOSING TWO OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS. BOTH OF THEM...IT MUST BE A DREAM I SAID TO MYSELF...WAKE UP! ITS NOT TRUE I SAID; LUCKILY MY MOM SURVIVED THE TRAGEDY I AM SO GRATEFUL TO HAVE HER WITH ME, BUT WHEN I THINK ABOUT MY COUSINS IT BREAKS MY HEART TO PIECES, KNOWING THAT THEY HAVE LOST THEIR BOTH BOTH PARENTS. IT WAS THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE WHEN THEY BROKE THE NEWS TO US...OH HOW I WISHED THAT ALL OF US WERE ON THAT BOAT, SO THAT WE WOULD ALL GO TOGETHER.
I ASK MYSELF...WHY US?...WE WERE SO UNITED AS A FAMILY AND WE SHOWED EVERYDAY THE LOVE WE HAD FOR EACH OTHER. THINK ABOUT THAT...DO YOU APPRECIATE WHAT YOU HAVE? LEARN FROM YESTERDAY, LIVE FOR TODAY, AND HOPE FOR TOMORROW...LIFE IS TO BE LIVED AND ENJOYED. START BY SAYING THANKS FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU HAVE AND HOLD ON TO ALL HAPPY THOUGHTS. AS FOR ME WELL...REALITY STRIKES...I'LL NEVER SEE MY UNCLE AND AUNT AGAIN...WE MISS THEM VERY MUCH AND THERE IS NOTHING WE CAN DO TO MAKE THEM COME BACK.
OUR LIVES ARE LIKE A CANDLE IN THE WIND. THE CLOCK KEEPS TICKING WHETHER YOU ARE GOING SOMEWHERE OR NOT. LIFE IS SHORT SO LIVE IT EACH DAY TO THE FULLEST!!!